i received my first birthday gift for the year. it's not from my friends, it's not from my family. it's from Citigems. -.- very nice business tactic. sure got me touched and hyped up for awhile. Citigems is better den anyone else in the world cos it's the first person to make me feel loved! hahahaha! alright that's lame. hah! february is my favourite month of the year. it's the get-fat month where i get to enjoyy Chinese New Year, Valentines' Day and MY BIRTHDAY! FOOD FOOD FOOD AND MORE FATTENING FOOD!!! (my weighing scale's hiding under my bed, too ashamed to reveal itself) i doubt my birthday will be that happening this year since i've lost contact with many many friends. it'll most prolly be a simple affair. AND I HAVE BIRTHDAY OFF in my new jobb! so i'm gonna slack at home and buy a cake and celebrate with the kids! woots!



i'm getting used to work. getting used to the endless meetings and nonsense from the people at work. i'm super sad. cos the gift i intended for dumbdumb is rather screwed up. so i have nothing for him. =((((((((( sian.


someone asked if i'll receive any flowers this valentines' day. i said nope. and den i acted pathetic to the extent they said they'll indent compassionate flowers just for me. argh!

i'm old.

old enough to think of my future, old enough to earn my own moolahs, old enough to have friends and relatives my age getting married. at some point of time, i'm envious of them. envious that they have their future laid out nicely infront of them. jealous that they have a common goal to look forward to. how nice would it be if life is just that simple. you get married, have kids, watch your kids grow up, enjoy life. but no, we all have aspirations. we all have dreams. and it's cos of these dreams, we stopped ourselves from leading a simple frugal life. we want MORE. yet on the other hand, my cousin, the newly-wed, lost all their freedom. he has to start contributing to his own family AND his extended family. no excuse. but i would say it's the trend in Malaysia to get married at a young age. still, i gave them my most sincere blessings. cos when my parents, aunts and uncles are gone, i still hope to go to Malaysia and acknowledge them as my family. okay, maybe just the few close ones. but that's enough already. haha! =)

their wedding was such a huge affair it lasted 2 days. the first day has everyone going for a buffet informal dinner where everyone came together and talk, gossip, give their blessing, look at the bride and groom to be.

the second day was the actual wedding. where weddings can be held anywhere, school halls, restaurants, anywhere! this time round, it looked kinda posh and nice. food was rather disappointing though.

don't ask me why, but we all make it a point to take 2 shots of every picture. haha!

you hear the way they gossip, you know you can't win them. they're straight to the point, analytic, critical and detailed. enough to write a perfect argumentative essay. such a waste that they're not journalists or sth. they'll make it big for sure.

my dad was bored. he grabbed a baby and had fun with it. the baby was cute. really cute like a doll with huge eyes and longggg eye lashes. if i have such a baby, sharon and sompong will be spared from the torture of me dumping my baby to them! hurhur! =)

my favourite cousin in malaysia. she's young. very young. i watched her grow up, from a tiny baby to who she is now. =)

see how cute that baby is? a real hunk man!!!

my favourite aunt, the one who plaids my hair in the past for me to go to school during kindergarten to show off to all my friends. we have a lot of similarities. hahaa! =)





i miss you. at times, your absence makes me felt kinda lost. i know i shouldn't depend on you THAT much, but i really can't help it.

i have a new fringe! and a new phone! though i'm currently kinda regretting it cos there's this possibility that i have to get a blackberry internet service which costs madness and i haven had e chance to explore my phone. and i accidentally deleted some smses of mine. grr. =( but at least it beats my lousy scotch-taped nokia phone. hurhur!=)

my weekend was great. laid back, relaxed and so slack that the lazy bones in me started to get moody when evening falls on sunday. bleah. toured around town with my new fringe on Saturday after getting my phone (was thinking i'm really gettin it on impulse. geex) with the hungry man who turned angry cos i ignored his growling stomach and panicked over my newly acquired device. haha. can't help laughing when i thot of the scene. dinner was great, my date was sweet, laughter was enjoyed, topics were hilarious. what more can i ask for on a lazy saturday afternoon? woots! =)

*someone attempted to ask me to web-cam and see him naked -.-*


ohoh, i thought of wednesday and i'm lookin forward to it suddenly!! yayy! hehehe! =)

i should have taken more pictures! muahahaha!

i'm havingg pimple outbreak nowww. =(

it's work again tomorrow. i planned my schedule for the whole of next week and i think i'll tire myself to death. =( nonetheless, i'll still look forward to WEDNESDAY!! yayy..wednesdayy is the dayy i'll meet my IAL lovelies! =) *jumps and skips around* yayyy! please, no more lai lai alright? hurhur.. as i type, i felt nauseous. i ate too much for dinner, even when i shared with my mom. shat.



the things you said made me tear.. your words kept repeating itself in my head and i'll never forget your exact words. thank you for giving me the assurance i'm looking for. =)

i haven't been blogging much mostly cos i would be dead beat by the time i get home. i think i'm too used to being laid back in my previous perfect job that i've turned into some lazy horrible ass. one week passed just like that. i didn't have the time to really sit down and think. i didn't have the time to do anything. i wasted all my time trying to get used to the life i'm leading now. it wasn't hectic exactly. but i dare say that it's kinda tiring. i kinda miss hanging out with shihui. miss roaming around looking for my 2nd best friend and chatting with the bimbo. hurhur. sometimes i feel lonely without shihui talking lame things to me. tuition seemed like a chore to me. i told them i have to stop tuition soon and they have to get a new tutor but they appeared stiff to my comments. -.- i seriously can't bear to tell their parents that i can't teach any further.

it's my last day today and i cried.

i said BYEeee the usual way i did like every other day. i had the same response, other than the "see you tomorrow/ see u on Monday". and suddenly, it struck me. everyone smiled widely at me. my tears flowed out. i turned around and said "bye bye bye bye..", trying to escape from the side door the way i always did. but they stopped me in time to notice my tears. "aye, don cry leh.. all the best to you!" and i ran away sobbing "don do that to me! bye bye bye bye...!!" and i cried all the way down e stairs from level 5 to 1 without turning around. luckily, shihui wasn't on time to meet me downstairs. i cleaned myself up and got my eye liner in my eyes. damn.

and while i type, i teared again. damn.

i came across something hilarious when i'm trying to do my subtitles.


Bird Park. what will you translate that as?












guess what my cute lil brother translated that to?















鸟园





i almost burst out laughing in the office. HAHAHAHAHAAHA! good job. how can i ever entrust him with a job like this? *faints*